My Epiphany
As you may be aware from reading a couple of my past blogs, lately I have been struggling with a difficult decision I made in my past. This decision caused me to lose someone who was VERY dear to me. While reflecting on my past actions and wishing I handled things differently, I suddenly had an epiphany... I CAN NOT CHANGE THE PAST! I truly can not continue beating myself up for my past actions, all I can do at this point is learn from them, and allow them to make me a better person; daughter, grand daughter, sister, lover, friend. Rather than second guess my actions, I can use the experience to think rationally before making future decisions. Most importantly, I realized rather than sulk and mourn about who I lost, I should use that energy to cherish and value those who are CURRENTLY in my life, and demonstrate my affection to the fullest. So, to all my friends and family: I want to say thank you for listening to me and for providing an outlet for me to vent. I love you all and I will be sure to take the time to show it.
With that being said, I will forgive my heart for my past decisions and move forward with my "romantic life" (which is currently a work in progress, stay tuned)!
<3 Peace & Love
Labels: broken-heart, dating, love
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